dissociative identity disorder

lorem ipsum dolor sit amet… and there it goes, i just reinaugurated my personal site! after more than a year lacking the time and patience, i decided i should get my hands on this keyboard and make something useful other than just shuting down my own site. since i know i won’t have the moods for an amazing and complex site, i will just stick to this level of simplicity and make it right this time. or at least i hope so…

it’s already 01h20 in the morning and although i am feeling pretty sleepy i’m not feeling like going to bed now. maybe it’s because i am too worried about something but still didn’t notice. or maybe i am being so indifferent these days that i’m not paying any attention even to my body needs. i would bet on the last option, since i am also thirsty and won’t go to the kitchen get myself some water.

isn’t it strange when you feel like this? it’s like the world is coming down and you don’t care a bit. i’m not saying my world is coming down right now, but i can tell it’s not far from it. some things are going really wrong and all i can do is stick to the past and dig out some sweet moments to refresh my soul for a while. i know it’s like running away, but i’m still trying to keep my feet on reality; i’m walking and talking and stuff. kinda like a zombie or something.

oh, nostalgia. how i wish i just had a dog.

ah! i almost forgot: i just found this site through a girl-i-used-to-know’s site, and it has almost the same feeling of another one i used to cherish visiting, bittersweets.org. although the spirit of ember is a little “happier” than bittersweets, reading some babble about first loves has got this hold on me. and if you’re the former webmistress of bittersweets.org – i know you’re out there, somewhere -, i’d like to let you know i used to loved it… why on earth did you give up? i miss it!

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